Fantastic Voyage..

So, currently...I am 23, and my goal has always been to be married by 24 in an effort to have all of my kids before 30. I spent alot of years 22,and 21 worrying about who I would marry and make love me forever and ever. I spent alot of nights lonely and frustrated and envious of my friends. However, I am in love now! I absolutely LOVE year 23 ..and myself...and my life. I am still single, but I am at peace. I had an epiphany one day as I was tweeting and although my friends hate when i say this, i have finally accepted the fact that Love is a MYTH and I am a NONbeliever!! Do i think love is a lie? No... because God is love and I am a saved, God fearing woman. Do i think love is possible? yes...my friends seem to be in love every 5mins. But as for me and my life...I don't and won't believe it until I've seen it. I have no firsthand proof that it is real, and so I am no longer occupying my life with the thoughts of love. I am ok being single and doing me and it feels damn good! Like I can scream lol...I can be happy for my friends and their cute little relationships, without being jealous or bitter and i love it. And for the first time, I do NOT care that I have never had a valentine and maybe never will until i get married...who really cares. I am breaking records here....24yrs with no Valentine isn't common anymore. I am indeed unique lol...

I am also currently doing Weight Watchers to get and keep a healthy weight and better eating habits. My goal is 160 because I wanna keep my womanly shape :-) I love being a girl, and I would like to continue looking like one lol. I have currently lost like 3.6lbs...and I am getting better at making smart food choices already. I started at 260lbs and I wanna be down 1 person, or 100lbs. Thats alot, but I think it is attainable and necessary.

I'm ALSO (lol) student teaching and on the fast track to graduation in May with a degree in Bilingual Education. Todos los dias, soy practicando a ser una maestra bilingual en una clase de segundo grado. Es un oportunidad muy beneficial y quiero mi propio clase ahora mismo!

So thats about it for now....more later if I don't forget lol